It really hurts to realize that you have little attachment to people in reality...
It made me see why I am so attached to fantasy..or maybe it's because I'm too attached to fantasy that I have little attachment to reality...
It makes me feel that all of my efforts to actually be social is for naught. Yes, it's hard and rather awkward to be a part of a circle who hanged out for over a year without you.
I guess I'll have to just make do with what I have. Like always. One of the roots of my insecurities...I'm having a hard time forming successful relationships with others.
Am I really that eccentric? To the point where I repel others?
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