Astrology, Psychology and Whines

Lately, I found myself reading some astrological shit even though I am not really a fan. But hey, I must admit that it has somehow influenced how I act these days. First I draw pictures of sentiments, then I go out of my circle to mingle with those I am not really close with, and actually agreed to go on a mall trip during our break which cost me my attendance in the class although I managed to come late. It must because I let all those astrological stuff to get into me. It says things about how isolation is not healthy for me (how is isolation healthy for anyone?), and I am too eccentric to the point that I am sometimes left behind in discussions. Well, even if there are some parts where I found it kind of puzzling, this one about eccentricity, and being left behind really got into me hard. I know that in some ways, an average individual will really find me eccentric especially in the way I dress, the way I talk, my ever changing voices, and the way I act. I can't help it. I do have some issues that remains unresolved. I know I do but I can't say specifically. Now, being left behind in discussions is something I do experience when it comes to spontaneous groupings in class. Maybe I am too weird, as a layman would call it, to be able to fit in a world full of prejudice. I mean, I may not be the individual who follows the trend of society, the girl who flirts the guy she really likes, the student who just sits there relaxing and being easy going, but I am someone you can rely on when times get tough, someone who is willing to listen to all of your problems even if it has to be in the wee hours of the night, someone who will point out your mistakes so you could correct it, someone who treasures the few friends she choses herself. I just hope people would learn to really get to know a person better before judging what they really are like unless that person does something really untolerable.